shes so tired. you can see it in her eyes. and yet she dares to take college courses and dares to wear her weird spock ears to school.
she goes to soccer every day till 6 and still does her homework. she wakes up at 6 every day and tries her hardest to get some sleep at night.
she over thinks (sign of intelligence, right?) everything and she is kind of a perfectionist when it comes to school. shes been slacking with her artwork and reading but she still drinks green tea everyday. she just wants to live and to stop being so afraid of everything.
and her daddy issues slowly get worse and she shelters herself from any sort of affection, which is not okay because she knows that so many people care for her, right? dont they? ......
her panic attacks have been getting worse but she hasnt cut in awhile and she tries so hard to be proud but its so hard because she can barely even breathe anymore.