Hoplessly exhausting myself
Trying to be something special

hopelessly fixing myself
Daydreaming of being called beautiful
while I cant spot a beautiful
Thing about myself

Hopelessly sitting in a room
full of people
Staring at each and every person
Desiring for someone to speak to me  
secretly wishing I wasn't so invisible

Hoplessly reminding myself
soon this will end
and life will go on.