I want to learn... Other languages. To play the saxophone. To be happy without the kind of love I want. To be happy without ***, and ok with that.
I want to learn... To dance in the rain (**** glasses!) How to make men desire me uncontrollably. To stop contradicting myself.
I want to learn... To draw and create beautiful art. To dance - ballroom, latin, rock 'n' roll. To feel secure in myself. To find a way to live which satisfies My multiple personalities with conflicting views.
I want to learn how to be happy regardless. And I don't want to have to, For some people it comes naturally. I WANT THAT!
I want to learn... How to let go of wanting (But I think I might like it). Or how to get what I want. Or to want what I get?
**** it, this is too introspective. **I just want wild *** With a tender, passionate Lover! NOW!
Sorry about the ending, it was giving me a headache and my brain rebelled.