I think it's about time that I learned to put a bit of goodbye into every joy, every sorrow, every moment I am lucky enough to live through. It's just in case, when the time comes, I don't have time for the big farewell, And if I do turn out to be lucky enough to have time to say adios and grazie mille to all my ineffable life, then all the bits of goodbye can come together and collide with my adios and grazie mille, and how sacred and beautiful that would be! But if not, I can live in peace, knowing I'm ready, and knowing that my life has already heard a bit of goodbye in each of my moments, uttered in gratitude and so much love, from me.