Sep 2013
God – stop* WHINING you stupid brat! Let’s look at the facts:
Don't you feel worse now than you did before? I know how to help you, you don't need them.
Doesn't the cutting help you? Don't you feel better now? Watch the blood flowing. Look at the color contrast of the dark blood making a river down your skin. Beautiful!
I’m here with you so stop whining! Brat! Are they here? No, they aren’t, are they? Just me.
I’ve told you a 1000 times that therapy is a crutch! You don’t need it! They doesn’t really care about you, you know that, right? If they did, they wouldn’t forget about you. Don’t you see that?
Let me say this to you one more time! Do not let anyone EVER get close enough to hurt you!
***! You left them a message that you were upset, needing to talk and they didn’t even call you back! That’s “care” ? That’s more like, Good God, do it already and stop talking about it! (BTW, if you want or need my help with that just let me know…I already have it all planned out.)
Yeah, you keep thinking they “care” about you. Keep the blinders on stupid!
Let me say this again: YOU DON’T MATTER! None of us do! We never have and we never will! And if you believe that you do – well, you’re even dumber than I thought.
And yet you continue to think that they “care” that they can “help” you.
You listen to me little girl, they do not care about you! You are not worth that!
Stop crying you stupid twit! You know what? I think you should just do it. I mean, really, you know you wouldn’t be missed. Think about someone other than yourself for a change - and what a grand present for them. Imagine the sense of relief they would feel. Then they could be “real” and stop pretending to care about the uncarable!
Just stop whining about it and do it already! *BABY!
Don't you feel worse now than you did before? I know how to help you, you don't need them.
Doesn't the cutting help you? Don't you feel better now? Watch the blood flowing. Look at the color contrast of the dark blood making a river down your skin. Beautiful!
I’m here with you so stop whining! Brat! Are they here? No, they aren’t, are they? Just me.
I’ve told you a 1000 times that therapy is a crutch! You don’t need it! They doesn’t really care about you, you know that, right? If they did, they wouldn’t forget about you. Don’t you see that?
Let me say this to you one more time! Do not let anyone EVER get close enough to hurt you!
***! You left them a message that you were upset, needing to talk and they didn’t even call you back! That’s “care” ? That’s more like, Good God, do it already and stop talking about it! (BTW, if you want or need my help with that just let me know…I already have it all planned out.)
Yeah, you keep thinking they “care” about you. Keep the blinders on stupid!
Let me say this again: YOU DON’T MATTER! None of us do! We never have and we never will! And if you believe that you do – well, you’re even dumber than I thought.
And yet you continue to think that they “care” that they can “help” you.
You listen to me little girl, they do not care about you! You are not worth that!
Stop crying you stupid twit! You know what? I think you should just do it. I mean, really, you know you wouldn’t be missed. Think about someone other than yourself for a change - and what a grand present for them. Imagine the sense of relief they would feel. Then they could be “real” and stop pretending to care about the uncarable!
Just stop whining about it and do it already! *BABY!
If I told you that right now I am holding the razor blade a millimeter away from the radial artery....with a booming voice telling me to move just a little to the right. As I press the razor blade into my skin I feel my pulse pushing back against it. The steady beat of my heart...is it sad that I want to see my blood pump out of me with each beat of my heart? How long does that take?? If I told you that, what would you do?
Yeah, I know what would happen, and that's why I don't tell you.
Yeah, I know what would happen, and that's why I don't tell you.
