Sep 2022
I walk this road,
I betrayed my ode.
Once again, gave in to chance.
Once again, speared by lance.
Walls I've built to trust and hold.
Seem to always crumble and fold.
This naught be the way,
I plan to go about my day.
Take rest once more,
Yet it hurts the core.
This heart I've wore,
I care not to restore.
Acceptance as a virtue,
Will cause this new curfew.
Solitude is foreseen,
Inside must not intervene.
Pushed away my thoughts
And all they've sought.
For what they've brought,
Has never stayed.
I betrayed my ode.
Once again, gave in to chance.
Once again, speared by lance.
Walls I've built to trust and hold.
Seem to always crumble and fold.
This naught be the way,
I plan to go about my day.
Take rest once more,
Yet it hurts the core.
This heart I've wore,
I care not to restore.
Acceptance as a virtue,
Will cause this new curfew.
Solitude is foreseen,
Inside must not intervene.
Pushed away my thoughts
And all they've sought.
For what they've brought,
Has never stayed.
I told myself long ago- give up trying, but as long as the heart beats it always screams "give love another chance- always."
I'll leave it to deaf ears now and act as if I cannot hear those screams.
And remain alone.
I'll leave it to deaf ears now and act as if I cannot hear those screams.
And remain alone.
