all i ever pray for with waning courage, and a cracking voice, is for someone to save me. someone to hold onto me and not let me go because i am so so close to falling off the edge and at this point darkness springs to envelop me and my happiness is swallowed and drag me away... I hope he drags me away because hurting others is the one thing I'd rather die than do. please. ******* save me. someone. im begging.