May 2022
there's just something about
the stillness of these stones
that sings me to tears—
today is august 5, 2026...
today is august 5, 2026...
so screams the years of
layers of dust encrusting
the petrified earth; lonely,
rid of her supple footsteps
to graze and wipe it clean.
like the stagnant roots
that seem to have given up
creeping to grasp for any
foot to cling to or touch
i can only stay so still...
knowing oh so well
everything we touch
turns only to soil.
i could act myself a fool
greeting barren outcroppings
only to the reply of my own voice
hoping that the once green grass
would once again bloom
to the bliss of my welcome—
but i'd rather settle for silence...
instead of crackling leaves;
stepping, all i heard were
my shoes against pavements,
failing to muffle the cries
from underneath my feet.
*someday, somehow
i will make it so
these lands will know
soft rains once more—
the stillness of these stones
that sings me to tears—
today is august 5, 2026...
today is august 5, 2026...
so screams the years of
layers of dust encrusting
the petrified earth; lonely,
rid of her supple footsteps
to graze and wipe it clean.
like the stagnant roots
that seem to have given up
creeping to grasp for any
foot to cling to or touch
i can only stay so still...
knowing oh so well
everything we touch
turns only to soil.
i could act myself a fool
greeting barren outcroppings
only to the reply of my own voice
hoping that the once green grass
would once again bloom
to the bliss of my welcome—
but i'd rather settle for silence...
instead of crackling leaves;
stepping, all i heard were
my shoes against pavements,
failing to muffle the cries
from underneath my feet.
*someday, somehow
i will make it so
these lands will know
soft rains once more—
something i wrote before my life just started shutting down~~ partially inspired by he short story 'there will come soft rains' by ray bradbury (hence the august 5, 2026 thing) and mostly just from he rush of feelings i had imagining how my now abandoned childhood home (where the ashes of my mom, dad, grandpa, and grandma are) back in the province looks like when i would eventually return there...
this poem means a lot more now after visiting there last month for the first time in two years since the pandemic began and yeah ._.
this poem means a lot more now after visiting there last month for the first time in two years since the pandemic began and yeah ._.
