The April spring becoming summer Los Angeles Our window boil With the radiant sun Fresh off the plane from Mexico Where my red lips were kissed With such passion.
Words exchanged over The loneliness of an app I woke up early just to see you again As you drive fourteen hours And I deleted your name from my phone today Put you on mute So that I could begin the process Of assuming I stained your face with my red lips And nothing more.
I've been painting into corners wondering Why can't I just find a good strong clean man To share this heavy thing called life with To love me with such tenderness Me and my kitty cat And I remember how my world fell apart This time last year When we made it Christmas in Chicago.
I release myself from expectation Disappointment Fear Loss And open my eyes to right now.