I ran what little of my life He left behind straight Into the dirt several feet under In just shy of a year that I cant remember most of
How much of it was love And how much more of it Can we chalk up to Nothing more than two addicts Together in reactive addiction
Didn’t think twice He Just up and left me with it Now I’m on the other side Trying to piece together A puzzle of fragments missing the minute hand keeps ticking Every memory I’m forgetting.
Wasting the pretty moments a whole garden you’ve planted full Wilting away while you water withering roses. Just Chemical reactions, and the imbalances of a ******* psychosis I lost my grip on reality caught up in the mixture of finding and losing both of us in it
Hard pills to swallow Loving the right one for just a little too long Praying you don’t wake up To see another tomorrow
Infinity at a stand still Stuck in toxic stasis. We were in sync even in our error codes But our timeline was borrowed.
It’s just bits and pieces I haven’t really fixed it yet can decide how I like it I’ve wrote many versions similar closest I’ve come, I think.