Every mistake I've made,
All the wrong boys, and unhealthy
Decisions make me feel
*****, wishing to wash my brain
And body with bleach until every
Memory, every
Scar is a blur of white before
It completely fades away, I wish
These mistakes, this
Life, would disappear into the back of
My mind, but these decisions that make me
Quiver in disgust cannot be beat
By a bleached out mind, so I sit
With regret and shame
Wishing everything would simply
End

I feel so *****