You say I betray you I want to protect you Life doesn't come with a manual I don't know what to do I'm trying so hard To see underneath But you stack on layer after layer Each time I dig deeper I find more of your hurt each time I dig deeper You hurt me some more Broken people do that sometimes It is hard but it must be done if not by me then who? I'm very tired It hurts to keep going will I stop? Only for the night But when the sun rises So will I to keep digging to find you and pull you to where I hope you'll be safe Forgive me For losing you in the first place little sister
no one told me being a big sister would hurt so ******* much. i've never wanted a time machine more. i wish i was stronger, but i am so, so tired and i don't know how to do this, i am making it up as i go, and hoping so hard that the things i do and say don't make it worse. i wish i could go back in time and protect her from everything and everyone.