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Arlo Disarray
Poems
Nov 2021
all of the stupid things that i do
sometimes,
i wonder
if
you love me
or if
you just
put up with me
for
convenience sake
pushing away
the
distractions
i make
and ignoring
all the chaos
i create
and i
don't mean
to
be a burden
to you
with all of the
stupid
things
that
i
do
but i'm
so
disconnected,
coming unglued
peeling away
rotted pieces
of myself
and
attaching them
to you
and you
are doing everything right
i'm the one who's
****** up
taking away from
all we are
and telling myself
i'm not
enough
and
it wouldn't be so tough
if i could
just
take
the blame
and grow up
but here's the thing,
i just keep getting worse
no
matter
how
much
i
try
no
matter
how hard
i rehearse
my tongue is swollen
from all the times
i've tried
to tell you
how bad
i really feel
there's part of me
that always thinks
i
can heal
that the misery
i constantly
live
can't be real
but there
doesn't seem
to be a
point to any of it
i have a head
full of nightmares
and a heart
full of dreams
and
none of
this life
is
ever
what
it seems
Written by
Arlo Disarray
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(In your imagination)
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South by Southwest
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Weeping willow
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