a betrayal so deep I can not remember how peace once felt
anger so constant I can not feel my own skin without rage
how could he just walk away so easily?
I sold my locks of blonde hair for you
I gave away all the love I  had in storage for myself
I even donated everything that made me, myself.
remember the late nights we spend laughing so hard our bellies hurt?
where has our youth gone?
I have not seen my own smile in months
I guess I am too forgettable
I am so forgettable that I can not remember who I am
but I will be here, pondering on our mistakes
as if I would ever call you to mine again
in the same broken place, you left me