Last first days, time ticking My time at high school falling I should savor the moment Live in the present Before it all turns to dust
But how can I feel okay When you're weren't here to stay? You said I'll be fine and that I should be happy
I feel so disconnected I'm going through the motions And I don't know where I'm going
All my relationships feel meaningless Can't compare them to what we had Everything is changing so fast
Fighting, waves of the past, drowning Screaming, but no one is listening The world without you is so, overwhelming
I wish I weren't this complicated I wish I could just live in the present But my mind keeps going back to you Without you nothing makes sense....
Guess I'll just keep feeling disconnected And going through the motions And not know where I'm going
Feeling like all my relationships are meaningless Can't compare them to what we have And face the fact That you, and everything is changing too fast
Haha me having attachment issues and going through senior year without my best friend who left me for college. It's the second day and I already wanna die:)
But yeah...you ever just, put all your eggs into one basket and have a very meaningful close relationship with one person and then when they leave you feel disconnected from everyone else because all your other relationships feel shallow and meaningless? That's me right now it's so fun.