Jul 2021
i've always been consumed
by my negative thoughts.
it's scary.
people see me as a mysterious person
but after the clock strikes 12,
the magic is gone.
you see the ***** clothes and rags...
everything is bad.
but im just wearing them.
i can take it off.
i can strip naked
leaving only my body: my vulnerability.
that's what i want to show,
but i think
this vulnerable body of mine
is too fragile
that once you embrace,
you can't let go
because the moment you do,
it crumbles.
by my negative thoughts.
it's scary.
people see me as a mysterious person
but after the clock strikes 12,
the magic is gone.
you see the ***** clothes and rags...
everything is bad.
but im just wearing them.
i can take it off.
i can strip naked
leaving only my body: my vulnerability.
that's what i want to show,
but i think
this vulnerable body of mine
is too fragile
that once you embrace,
you can't let go
because the moment you do,
it crumbles.
how is everyone? i'm back. it's been a whirlwind of emotions over the past couple of months. i started writing on a journal again. it's only been a day but i have already wrote almost 20 pages worth of thoughts. i didn't know i had so much until i got to see the pages that i wrote on got thicker.
how is everyone? really?
how is everyone? really?
