I decided I would carry you with me I chose to live for the both of us Because you could not be here
I breathed the air I smiled in the light of the sun I felt the ocean water on my skin And the sand beneath my feet For you and I We could share this moment of happiness Because I would feel it for more than one Because when I thought βwow I could come back here to **** myself, itβs the perfect locationβ The thought directly after was that I could not because I had to enjoy it for the both of us Because you gave in And Iβm left here
To wonder through the lava Waiting for you to flow back to me For my energy to heal To replenish To find equilibrium
Waiting and living Breathe I remind myself Smiling and laughing For those that did not make it