I cry out in a simple song; sugar, rest in peace behind my tomb something in this new place puts me into a new pond and I sit in white and blue hoping you'd wake up and find me perched perfectly on our sofa not sleeping though I should and you bring me back to bed sternly but sleepily hold me because you think I am too damaged for this world make me your treasure, please treat me like your own keep caring: I sleep with a teddy bear my hair is big inside of this 19th-century building my lips glazed, my skin supple my bottom filling out white underwear my ******* fall naturally in sky blue don't you see the wounded goddess in me? I look back to the door longingly when could he come to me touch me with his gentle hands wrap his skinny arms around me my head resting in his chest I pulled myself regrettingly from his arms in a bout of negativity only to hold myself up alone in the living room feeling like the angel I've always been