I wonder if he would turn around and look me with a furrowed look would he stare at me that way? With huffed brows and a straight mouth, brows knitted together eyes focused on me, lids low and he looks so thoughtful: would he think on me this way? the thinking ways he looks to the ways: his face says it all. would he stare at me like they do in the books or the movies? can he tell I'm pushing so hard? I'm pushing hard, I hope he doesn't pull away, keep pushing towards me: tired eyes look away towards horizons my mouth curls into a frown, sleep creeps over my cheeks and he questions my mode of doing; representations lack, impatience fester in me