I'm sorry I can be a **** boyfriend.
I'm sorry I sometimes give others more attention.
I'm sorry I make so many excuses.
I'm sorry that I say sorry so much
but don't change.
I'm sorry I don't try hard enough to make you happy.
I recognize these things
but
I don't do enough about them.
For that, my love, I am sorry.

I will change these things.
slowly,
but I will.
I'm still learning how to love,
Or rather how to love in a healthy way.
I want to be better for you.
You deserve the best, my love.