I spend. I drink. I rationalize. I think. No filter. I speak. Hypocrite. I leak. Overdrive. Can’t stop. Socialize. I shop. Mentality. No breaks. Try to heal. I ache. Pray. For sanity. Vanish. Vanity. Love. Conditions. Strive. Submission. All is fine. Squander. Why? I wonder. Stand up. I pledge. Not worth the fight. Allege. Drained. Mentally. Stained. Fundamentally. Saved. Eternal. Grateful. External. Unchanging. All praise. Loved. Unfazed.