I denigrated your tears when I brought you that devilish pain; Just to corroborate my claims of being mentally insane; But if you explore to the cryptic depts of my ominous brain, You will understand that my actions were committed entirely in vain. For behind this mask that I wear daily, I am forever crying. This malignant antipathy has me in a state of continuous agony. I officially gave up because I'm tired of denying These emotions from soaking into every piece of my forbidden writings That imprisons the villainous thoughts that I try to repel From my memories, trapping me within this demented cell Of my very own tormented personal Hel....... Hah! Don't I hide it so well?