and this time when i see you again,
i won't be sure what to think
or how to react or even what to
say to you after one long month of
crafting the perfect words that i will say for
i might just end up painfully
tongue tied and i won't lie -
i'm just preparing myself for
disappointment by my own hand.
or maybe by yours, but
i can be sure that
it will be nothing like the tearful
meeting that i had envisioned
one month ago.