maybe I should be optimistic maybe if I said everything I thought instead of staring she wouldn't think I'm strange, maybe not maybe if I wrote her name a hundred more times I'd be able to start my homework maybe if I think real hard sheβll telepathically hear my compliments maybe if I threw paint on me before I left my house sheβd notice me maybe I'm good without her, Jesus never had a girl maybe I'm not Jesus maybe I should just walk up to her and kiss her like in the movies maybe I'd get arrested maybe I should quit with the maybeβs maybe maybe good guys do finish last maybe I'm cool with that (seriously?) maybe not maybe I'll stop thinking about her one day, maybe