she used to be okay. always a smile on her face and she talked with a sweet voice, which is something i don't want to under state, and she never really cared that she was 40 pounds overweight.
but now as she lays on the beach and no boys and no girls look her way she feels invisible, even while she dreams of being able to tell her parents that she might be gay.
her parents talk about her figure and how she'll never compare to how her sister looked when she was her age. thin, toned legs and a stomach with abs. after all, who wants to date a girl with flabs?
she has a blog dedicated to the thin girls who make her feel so bad, it makes her feel less, it makes her feel sad.
if only she counted calories and if only she could fit in that size two, maybe she's be the perfect daughter that her parents wish they knew.
but even as she drinks a sprite and takes all her bites in spite she knows that if she was skinny then everything would be alright.
all she needs a push and a pro ana friend and maybe she can be the perfect daughter again. She can't like girls and she must skip dinner, by the end of the year her bones and boyfriend will show that she is a winner.