I once calculated the love
That I have to myself—
And t'was syntax error.
Abhorrent is all I can offer
to this soul of imperfections.

I dared to enter a relationship
that I was not prepared for
And that was bluntly a mistake.

How desperate I am and urged
Myself to feel love then end up
breaking someone's heart by
Making him just an escape.

Realization hits me so hard
And made me stumbled on
the ground, besotted I am
Forgetting the very first step
When entering that euphoric
and poignant feeling—

𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒕.