I was hurt so I decided to hurt
I opened my heart and legs to the undeserving
I let anyone come in, leave their mark, leave their chaos in my belly
I let them love me when I could not love, not even myself
I walked into their dreams and made a home in their plans
a secret flight risk
I could say i'm sorry for inflicting this pain, as it was burned into me
i could say i'm sorry
but I'm not.