Here I will start, to pour out my heart
As if I somehow can change the stars….
But since I can’t
All I do, is curse the universe curse the universe
Not in a loud voice not in my head
I curse the universe with a lower head
A big fat tear and crossed eyebrows
I curse the universe, curse the universe

I jump a little and fold my hands for all the trouble my head has caused
Why do we do things that hurt us
Why can’t we be easy on ourselves
I look around and it’s just me
Everyone is fine and a happy cherry
What am I doing, how do I understand
I jump a little more ..and curse the universe
I curse the universe ..

I mix my medicine
I sleep a little more
I try to forget
I hug myself
I smile to strangers
I be nice to my parents
I feed the street cats
I talk fancy
I give money to homeless people
I eat my meals
I do all the things I see happy people do

But how do I put this, it doesn’t ******* work!
So I curse the universe, curse the universe
I met a person, who curses me for cursing the universe
(actually more than one person)
They don’t talk much, it shows in their eyes and their happy lives
So then I understand,
What they all do
Is curse anyone who knows what’s true
we can’t be happy we show we’re happy
It makes us strong to know we’re better than all
So I ******* curse the universe, I curse the universe