I hate having regrets-as anyone does, so I do my best to make sure I don’t have any. I can count the number of regrets I have on one hand. I’ve conditioned myself not to regret the things I have done and will do.
My biggest regret at the moment was that I told you it would be hard to love you.
I said it after things were revealed, but I had no idea the effect it would leave. I told you I used the wrong words-I really did use the wrong ones.
I claim to be good with words and yet I let those few escape my mouth.
It was so easy to love you. There are so many things to love about you. I loved you and all the parts you hated about yourself. I would’ve kissed the scars left from the past if I could. I immediately tried to take it back, I have no idea if it worked.
I was scared and confused but saying “I love you” 4 hours after suddenly made everything better. Everything was so clear at that moment.
Tears cloud my vision. I’m so sorry.
I love you; I’m sorry; things I can never tell you again.