Why did I do this,
write all of these poems?
To get your attention,
to capture your eye?
To prove that I'm special,
I'm one of a kind?

It all gets so fuzzy,
what I felt by your side.
Did I ever love you,
or just need a guide?
I thought I was happy,
was it just a distraction?

I sincerely apologize for the way that I acted,
sorry I gave a sh*t about your well being.
Next time I'll stay quiet,
and ignore all the pleadings.

Some people are helpless,
they simply don't want it.
So I'll just forget it,
and find someone separate.

Someone to appreciate,
all that I offer.
Someone that will get me,
and make me much stronger.