Restless. The unknown and the very familiar knocking on your door. Everyday. Forcing you to have them make their way through. You. Breathing in and out, you try to be one with everything around you. Wind. Thinking the rain would be refreshing but today you can’t smell a thing. Walking. So restless and no control so having to surrender and give in.
To everything. To everything, sometimes it gets so old to be dealing with the same things. And not knowing if they will be what you hoped they would be.
So nice to just be able to be in the moment. So nice to be able to share it. So nice to have it all for yourself and not care whoever else is there.
Sing. Breathing, or just making noises that you’re feeling like making. Moving. Not fighting your body in moving and movements in moments. Cuddling. Under a sheet and really loving somebody, their body. Noticing. And smiling and strechting, take a little breather. Waking. You know you’ve been through the night and there’s a new beginning.
Always hard and not very interesting and somebody will be taking your place. Whether you’re rushing, stressing or forced to be resting. Always starting over and over but oh, sometimes these moments... They feel, taste, smell and look just so amazing.
And so you’re jumping and floating into the unknown or the very familiar. And you’re opening the door. Oh please, just open up that door. I’m knocking... I know you hear me.