Sometimes you want to include others
Being alone doing it on your own
Another dispute out of hand
Catching feelings by being involved
Use to being an outcast
Always there for them
No where to be Found
When you need them
Anxiety looking for wrong
Mind playing trick making up lies
Things are good expecting the worse
Writers high can't get that fix
Women are a poison of choice
Trying to not make toxic choices
Bad decisions on the mind
Old enough to know better
The chose to ignore fall into bad habits
A moral struggle trying to stay same
Relive old pain healing
Said to be better do what's right