Temptations

I wish i could smile like you..
I wish i could love my self like you...
But i can't...
Am damaged...
My pain can't be managed..
Don't be suprised....when you see me hanging on the ceiling....
i can't contain this feeling....
killing my self an option.....
temptations

I never choose to feel this way..
I never had a choice..
To speak the way i feel...
I never killed by the way i live to see my loved ones die...
The anger in me...
Grows
Am ready to ****
Temptations...

I guess my temptations differs...
From yours...
Mine dark with scent of evil chilling...
Voices whisper...
Telling me take law in my baby hands
Am still young with vengeful spirit...
My heart desire things...
That i can't offer..
Am tempted