And when you awake you will find A new world, with new desires New feelings, new beliefs and new joys. You will experience a sense of total satisfaction, Acceptance, and sureness of yourself. No more pain and need and disappointment, Only gentle bliss.
But that makes me less. That steals away my humanity, my comparisons, My decisions; even my mistakes. You don’t have the right to deny me my suffering. Who makes these decisions anyway? Let me up -- I must go, **** these straps and your stone-faced grin! Let me up -- My tears spew with hatred, Rage seething as my blood and snot and weeping mix.