Smashed skull mentality. Altered states of mind/ sober all the time Slick, sickly cycling. Dreaming of love and of dying Slimy sucky lust No trust but I'm trying Sticky fingers; Blue, brown, green eyes Why do I appreciate, have mercy for every soul but my own? This might be a house but it isn't a home. Sweaty naked bodies, distasteful escape. Wasteful mind Bring me your time. Minefield life just trying to survive most days. Brain waves moody haze with your hand in mine I am thriving. Pillow soft lips a kiss away from drowning in a strangers' eyes.
Endless longing set the days on fire. Time warp, essential sensuality Warm breeze running through my mind Black poison blood, sweat, c*m, and confusion populate my veins. A race toward brokenheartedness or objectivity Lift the curse of eternal shame. Forgotten toxicity embalmed in simplicity and transparency Complacency, erasing a disgusting history Bury me in the laurels you rest on.