I'll stop

Today I'll stop myself...
From checking my phone if you text me
From answering your call
From looking at your picture
From writing you poems
From sending you emails
From thinking about you
And eventually
From loving you.
But WAIT!
Not TODAY!
Maybe tomorrow, or the day after that.. Maybe next week.. next month,.. next year..
I'll stop myself from loving you, I just don't know when?