It’s just... it’s not possible I’ve suspected it for so long But tonight I know it’s true There’s no one to care
Just me and my suffering
No words to comfort me No arms to hold me No lips to kiss me
I can feel the end in me tonight It reaches out to offer its hand A sweet relief A few pills and you could be done...
But in my agony I know I must not stop now And in my frustration I crave comfort I require distraction I want to drink it away.... but I cannot tonight Instead my hand reaches again for the blade Now shrouded in a new guilt Because I know I’ve lied to you.... But I couldn’t give you the truth...
So tonight I’ll silence the agony With a shallow, swift slash