I wouldn't know how to cry for help. I hope I'm not alone in this. I hope somewhere out there someone is reading this and their response is " That one I Felt" I feel like when I feel defenseless its in me to suddenly dismiss my feelings. Which is sad because I need healing. I need to stop feeling like I'm nothing but a weakling for wanting to be more expressive. Swear, I'd pat myself on the back because admittance to emotions is impressive.
Anyway, I hope one day to cry for help and receive it. In the meantime I'll allow for this darkness to swallow me whole.