just yesterday i saw myself as shadow, like i thought id never see up close; too busy running from ghost like spirit guides ain't qualified enough to lead me nowhere. - like to realize that i am nothing & to nothing i must return was washed clean from every story ever written… are you asleep? - 3 hours of rest is like reset these days. as i arise i watch the blessings pervade my space & lift my chin to keep my head high & way above the thought of what to do. - what do i do with my hands or my heart? what do i do with these emotional cycles of digging deep, in search of truth that show me love & show me why my feelings take me into deep, dark acts of energy exchange.