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Jul 2020
I'm ******* Happy!

The pills they make gray.
I wanna fade away.
The tears they never come.
My doctor is so dumb.
I swear that I'm okay.
There's nothing wrong with me.
The pain it doesn't stay.
And worst of all today
Sadly I'm Happy.

I wanna cut my wrist!
I wanna be a *****!
No one can stop me.

The pills they make me numb.
They take away my fun.
Mother just let me be.
Sadly I'm happy.

I wish that I could cry.
I'd kick and scream all night.
My best friend's lying dead.
My pets haven't been fed

I go to run a mile.
Can't let go of this smile.
Want to feel different today
But sadly I'm happy.

I wanna cut my wrist!
I wanna be a *****!
The nurses stop me.

The pills they make me numb.
They take away my fun.
Doctors please let me be!
Sadly I'm happy.

I can not cut my wrist!
I can not be a *****!
Everything stops me.
The people make me numb.
Pills take away my fun.
Can you just let me be.
And sadly I'm happy.

I'll flush them all tonight.
Pink! said let's start a fight.
Would you please join me?
Else I'll feel lonely.
Grab right onto the rail.
Quickly let's hightail.
I feel so great today.

Sadly, not happily.
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