they flood your mind till you cannot think cannot dream cannot function they flood your mind and completely take over.
there is a never a rest taken one by one the words consume you your drowning in the words every letter every syllable the meaning of the words haunt you to the point of no escape they are the ghosts of your past they will never leave.
keeping you up at night keeping you awake till god knows when rendering you unable to function all those regrets all those past mistakes take form at night or in daydreams they haunt you hound you bombard you. they do not take a break no matter how much you wish they would.
you have given them the power of you. they are the everlasting ruler never to be dethroned never to be slayed. all those wishes for them to disappear are rendered useless. why try when the scales have already been tilted permanently? why try when they have your mind on lockdown.
will there be a time where I can escape? where you can escape? escape from the words the actions the past thoughts escape from what was once reality but now just a terrible memory.
they have flooded our mind. never came knocking but came barging in made themselves at home nice a comfortable at our expense. now what? what to do. if only I knew...