you slipped away from me and I couldn't control that. my whole life has been a ******* mess since and I can't seem to go back to being normal.
But was my life before really normal?
having to deal with the lack of appreciation and the constant degrading was hurtful, but I did it because I loved you, I thought that you were going through a phase and you were just going to come out of it.
So maybe life wasn't normal before...maybe I have to go through this now so I can have a better outcome in the future, maybe I had to deal with the downgrades so I can have a lot more upgrades.