My knees are bruised and aching Who am I kneeling for I feel weak from down here You taught me nothing but how to surrender You painted self loathing like moral gold So now you've got me looking down like I gotta watch my step if I wanna get to heaven Trip up and there's some fire waiting Well I'm so sick of tip toeing So, I left your book on your tired dresser I hope you like blood stained wood Those pages are ******* dripping And I'm washing my hands Before I touch my best friend who kisses boys Cause ****, he is loving someone You wrap your pinkies around a cross that's got you promising to hate everyone Set my flesh on fire But you can't tell me where I fit in because I'm the only one who knows The hidden corners of my puzzle piece And I won't let you bend them