I can't stop feeling sad. It feels like junk overloading on a machine and I'm the poor sucker. Then it scatters like mad rabbits, rabid blue and tatty... frantic. Just one more lost star for the collection. They're all the same but you always singled me out. I was worse than the others and you wonder why I become what I become. I always thought there was one last dash of dopamine, something to live for. But it was a waste of breathing. it's time to give some air to someone else.