Welcome to the month that you hear everyone stories, then the people who usually just make fun of them say how much they care. People like me suffer every day, but usually, no one cares. Please don’t tell me to pick to be happy. I didn’t choose to be sad. I chose to live, which the hardest of them all. Maybe dying would be more comfortable, but I won’t give up to be another static. I’m not a number that will be seen in the news, and people who hated me will make a post about how much they loved me. My pain isn't a way for others to make money. Happy national awareness time. I hear you I’m with you Don’t fly yet. There is still come. I love you all.