Did i truly loved you? Or not for I was forcing my burdens on you? Did I saw you as my one? Or did I saw you as the one? As a victim whom I can pass my burdens on, So that I can feel lighter? As time goes on, Did I really fell for you? Or did I fell for the reason I have set standards on you? Am I just proclaiming this is love that I have felt for you? Or is this really love trying to convinvce me over? Was I just confused? With love and infatuation? Is this really love? Or am I just setting my standards on you? If this is really love, Why did I expected more from you? When I say I already have accepted you as a whole? Did I really accepted you? Or did I just disregard those ugly facts and looked where I just wanted to? Was I afraid because I don't want to lose you? Or is it because if I lose you I'll be losing myself too?