I wrote this poem
For the ones I am about to hurt
I am broken and alone
Trap in my mind
With no room to grow
I have shed many tears
Felt my heart break
Seen my body shake
Smoke the pain away
Just to seen another rainy day
So I groom myself
This one last time
Make sure I have everything in line
For this time
Cried for the last time
Laughed for the last time
This is my last time
To the man I fell in love with
Sorry for everything I couldn’t fix
To my siblings that will miss me
Try not to remember me like this
To my parents that hate each other
I wish you can work on your differences
To my godparents that helped me
I am sorry you can’t fix this
This is it.