in this deadly night
a cold covers the walls

I wasn't born tall
I lost my heart

it's april
why do I feel like I'm walking through the winter rain

all this pain
I can smell my own death

it's not a good day
it's been rough these past months
all together this year will be unforgettable

I'm so desperate to hold your hand
I'm dying to be held in your arms

how can I convince myself
I'll survive one more week

we've come to meet our weakness
come to embrace it

losing our minds

I felt myself go back in time
tonight

the silence is so loud
I traveled back to december

I want to stay there