maybe you wanted me to hate you 'cause God knows how much I love you, maybe you hate me, or you just don't like me 'cause why else would you... appear and disappear in my life like that like you were just passing by; i watch you at it waiting and waiting while here i am waiting for you to decide. to stop, to look at me, and see me,
you wanted me to hate you for me to forget that i love you, so i could stop waiting and you stop evolving in your own remorse. 'cause every person knows its exhausting to be inside this room, this kind of feeling.
and maybe, just maybe i would get tired of all these hopefully