I'm sorry for not being faithful to you. I'm sorry that I defy your teachings I shouldn't have done what I did I should have stop when I can Now I can't turn back Not on my own that is. I'm asking for your help Please save me From the chains that I put myself into I want you back in my life Please show me the way I have shattered heart filled with the stains of Sin I hated my Father He has scared me in many ways I forgave him and showed him Love and Mercy Yet he just stepped on it like dirt In every morning I'm afraid to hear the sound of his sinful entertainment to hear and see what he is doing It was awful, disgraceful and makes me feel furious but the only thing I could do Is to shut my eyes, plug in my earphones and cry hoping that the sounds of music can drown the dark torn that is piercing my heart I hated him, I despise him But God.. He is my Father and I love him I don't want him to go to hell I don't want to go there either So God please hear my prayer I humble myself to you Truly I am not worthy to be in your presence But I beg for your mercy Please forgive our sins Cleanse us from inside out Clear our hearts from anger and lust and make us see your ways Help us to live by them And give us courage to never go back to this darkness that clouded our mind lured us so far away from you Fill us with your Holy Spirit and help us to honor your every word not for my family, not for my Pastors but for you, my one and only Father
Jesus.. Here is my life Take it as a living sacrifice Mold me according to your will and May you be seen in every corner of my heart, in every corner of my home and my family
This I write and humbly pray in your name Father Jesus Christ, Amen.